I don’t even know if anyone is even like, reading this.
It’s been a while.
I was hospitalized at the emergency inpatient psych ward in the end of december, and after that I was put in rehab. I’m at normal weight. I feel like shit.
I haven’t been around much, or at all. In december i was put in the emergency mental hospital for Anorexia nervosa. I lived there for over one month before I moved to rehab. I’m fat. Yep. They made me gain weight. Now I am lost. I don’t want to be sick, but I don’t want to be fat. These last months have been crazy. I can’t even explain it..
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So.. Hi. I haven’t been around much. I was sent to the emergency psych clinic where I spent a month. They fed me 3500 calories a day to make me gain weight (6 meals + 3 nutrition drinks..) I lost a lot of weight and now I’ve gained a lot as well.. on monday I’m being sent to a rehabilitation place to recover from “Anorexia nervosa”.. so yeah, that’s what i’ve been up to. It’s been hell. It still is hell.
New weight :) 45,3 kg (99 pounds) I HAVE BROKEN THE 100 POUNDS :’D